Thursday, August 27, 2009

life really shucks


i just realised, i really
dont like life.
SIGH.

everyday, some people just study at home, working their asses off, hoping for a better future;
some people play games like dota or smtg for almost 24/7;
some just go out, lepak frequently enough & the mall workers remember who you are;
some just sit home & watch tv hours a day;
some help their parents with family business or smtg;
and many many more.
ther'e isnt much to do in this world, unles you're an adventurer. whr you climb mountains, go jungle trekking, swim the seas. whatever.

or else, all of us die someday after living all the boring, repeating days, to go to hell, or heaven.

& the thing is.
LIFE IS UNFAIR.
some people cant get anything they want;
& some people simply get evrything they want!
gah. i know, complaining isn't very entertaining.
but somtimes, i just feel so unhappy with my life. i mean, not comparing with those people in africa or, whrever.

**********


HAHAHA. i'm just too bored. anyways,
to smtg more cheerful,

ytd went to queens. fetch danny pek dulu. fcking digi gpt issue, forgot whr his hse was so ended up patrolling around looking for that guy. then, went to queens, met up with mel & jia yen.

wanted to movie marathon on that day. manatau, for the fifth time in queens, cannot masuk 18 movie. this time, the counter ppl asked for ics! damn la, with digi service down smmre, it has been a frustrating day. so went t-bowl to eat first, or drink.
& i saw this boy walking around with a teddy bear. he was moving too much lahh. thats why blur. & then we walked around, window shopping, cause, either they weren't nice, or i had insufficient cash. tsk tsk. so only got to vain. hah. my vaining quality semakin lacking dah T.T
after that, went borders. searched for the kiddy book, three little pigs for about a half hour. waste time nee, thanks to this mel & danny la! grr. cant find in the end. LOL. not just any three little pigs smmre. must be ladybird mia. Zz. & then i found this book. walter the farting dog.
LOL toddler section smmre. i never knew sucha book existed. nor the word 'fart' until i was 10!
and then melanie joined, & watched G.I.JOE, second time for me. was still an awesome movie to me thou. i still jumped whn i shudve known wht was coming. hahh.

left around 7 to go tution! too damned bad didnt get to watch any of the movies i really wanted to. go gp better. no obstructions mia. hmph.

thats all for now, i gtg tuition again! will update soon!


love, JESS

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