will update soon!

im getting real lazy these days. like, really really lazy. hah. but will update soon. cause im really bored too

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going INactive!

hello world. =D

been busy lately. PMR's in 3 weeks! goner laa. at least i'm starting to studyy dah. this might might might be the last time i'm updating before PMR. or maybe maybe, i'll just delete my blog after PMR. getting lazy dee. hahah. anyways, story time!

firstly, & most most most sadly, today's my last day, last two hours, in the British Council. after being thr for, a decade it seems. damn. didn't know it was last day of the term. so havent registered yet. & now it's alrd FULL! arghh. plus plus, next term i'd be GRADUATING from thr if i still had a space to be with the same classmates. only got space left for lessons with unknowns! lema lema i really dnt wanna go yet la! we have so so so much fun in classs!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR >.<
anyway, stop the complaints. for this past term, we had a theme colour of what to wear everyweek. there always are ppl who dont follow thou. those few. hahaa. & on that day a few weeks bck, it was redddd. =D chunn. LOL, & today was black. hahahayong sheng. taking photos.loli'm not the only one leaving thou. kyle's leaving for Indonesia too. thou idk what for. i'm gonna miss him =] , & all of the rest. HAHAHA.that's us! LOL. weird. I ALWAYS STAND BEHIND! grr

then, thr was my sis's ballet concert. uber boring to me. i dnt know how to appreciate ballet. hahah. went with my mum, dad, aunts & granny =..= i know.thr, itu kakak saya =] on point XD
what follows? hmm. yungkin visits frequently these days. & one day, he brought KENJI! xD i wasnt at home at that time thou so i missed it. but they vained with him, soooo. i found this picca in the comp. & decided to publish it. so cute mahh 3 of em xDD & my sis found this outside our hse. LOL. freaky. a wing, & a leg. &&& this is the first mango i sliced! i must always remember itt. =DD my first mango. oh, my chicken. egg yolk & peanuts =D gave it to ginger
PMR PMR PMR.
to get prepared for it, i attended a seminar of two full days with farah & jie xi. sien ka buay si. dk worth it boh. paid 200 plus. HAIH. thats me! falling aslp de. with the mask cause stoopoid ppl behind sniffin & sneezin. LOLjie xi & farah
& the speakers taught us ten simple ways to stay healthy. like wtf, so lame nee
then the story goes on. being followed by JOTA! lol. 3 days after PMR. ada Jota/Joti camp. CGL's combining with PFS 8th South. went to several meetings. had to learn the dance.. learnin is so not fun. modern dance choreographer kai yann teach till i blo blo =..= thank godd learned finish d. only gotta practise. & i gotta rush for traditional dance pulak. i teach also teach till blo blo. HAIH =Y

meetings! :
(in random order)
caryn, wen, bernme, hopelessly in love with dogs. & thats the sohai megan beside xD
kai yann & winnie . lol

dinner? mcd. lol. caryn & joyce

bensonlunch. ==a cat with a bell & a collar! SO CUTEE! =3went pasar mlm too =..= LOL. that's teik min & samm. hahahwen's biggest fear. HAMMIES! from the rat family. HAHAHA

& i found someone who look like my candy! xD

really reallly lazy to continue d. thr are alot more photos but lazy upload liao. maybe will add in tmr. or smtime ltr. hahahaa. SOON i hope. if it's possible. heh. =S see you guys! i'll miss bc! tsk tsk.
wish my luck for PMR!
JESS

junyi day

went to gp with junyi ytd.

only junyi ♥

so what we did was just movie & vain. =D it was a rainy day. freaking cold. & i forgot to bring money to gp, like wtff. need to pinjam from fennie. thnks fennie! LOL. my hols sipek black dy lah. gahh. we watched IMAGINE THAT, by Eddie Murphy. very nice. nice nice!then walked around. go vain. hah.then somethg else unfortunate but funny happened, like really really funny. LOL. our secret thou. cant be told. yikes. blooday unlucky me.
then bought & ate donuts again. lovely. my all time fav lah, strawberry mia xDD& photo of the day =]sent junyi home, & i went home too. had loadsa fun with her.

ltr gonna attend sis's ballet concert with mum, dad, two aunts & gran ='( wish me luck. i'm gonne die thr.

see just how unlucky i am this hols. weds go queens smmre 18 movie tak bagi masuk, wanna check ic. damn la weih.
& i gtg study now. dad luannin. PFFT
JESS

life really shucks

i just realised, i really dont like life.

SIGH.

everyday, some people just study at home, working their asses off, hoping for a better future;
some people play games like dota or smtg for almost 24/7;
some just go out, lepak frequently enough & the mall workers remember who you are;
some just sit home & watch tv hours a day;
some help their parents with family business or smtg;
and many many more.
ther'e isnt much to do in this world, unles you're an adventurer. whr you climb mountains, go jungle trekking, swim the seas. whatever.

or else, all of us die someday after living all the boring, repeating days, to go to hell, or heaven.

& the thing is.
LIFE IS UNFAIR.
some people cant get anything they want;
& some people simply get evrything they want!
gah. i know, complaining isn't very entertaining.
but somtimes, i just feel so unhappy with my life. i mean, not comparing with those people in africa or, whrever.

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HAHAHA. i'm just too bored. anyways, to smtg more cheerful,

ytd went to queens. fetch danny pek dulu. fcking digi gpt issue, forgot whr his hse was so ended up patrolling around looking for that guy. then, went to queens, met up with mel & jia yen.

wanted to movie marathon on that day. manatau, for the fifth time in queens, cannot masuk 18 movie. this time, the counter ppl asked for ics! damn la, with digi service down smmre, it has been a frustrating day. so went t-bowl to eat first, or drink. & i saw this boy walking around with a teddy bear. he was moving too much lahh. thats why blur. & then we walked around, window shopping, cause, either they weren't nice, or i had insufficient cash. tsk tsk. so only got to vain. hah. my vaining quality semakin lacking dah T.T
after that, went borders. searched for the kiddy book, three little pigs for about a half hour. waste time nee, thanks to this mel & danny la! grr. cant find in the end. LOL. not just any three little pigs smmre. must be ladybird mia. Zz. & then i found this book. walter the farting dog.
LOL toddler section smmre. i never knew sucha book existed. nor the word 'fart' until i was 10!and then melanie joined, & watched G.I.JOE, second time for me. was still an awesome movie to me thou. i still jumped whn i shudve known wht was coming. hahh.

left around 7 to go tution! too damned bad didnt get to watch any of the movies i really wanted to. go gp better. no obstructions mia. hmph.

thats all for now, i gtg tuition again! will update soon!

love, JESS

changed, yet still change-ing layout >.<

AHHHHH! i've been doin it all afternoon! & it's still, wrong.. grrrr. i know you see red crosses. or wtv. i need help baddd. anyone? LOL. pro ones.. dey i'l work on it some other time. maybe tmr. some parts are stil missing. hah. i'm having freakin backaches dee. too much computer. GRR.

& everyone went out today! no effing fair! only me & sarah stuck home. & jojo. LMAO. all sipek tulan dnt get to go out. nevermind. tmr, go shoppin. GAHH. wtv.

i'm going to work on my damned layout again.

tataa, JESS <3

holidayss.

holladays are on. one week only too bad. one more month to pmr. i cant wait. i've been siennin at home today. like really sien. slpt alot. hahah. only thg i did interesting was watching tv. adam sandlers's movie, mr deeds. LOL. was nice. my dog candy, my sis & her boyf yungkin joined. retarded movie. it was hilarious.

&&& i had fish head for dinner! yummy! hahahah. my sis missed it cause she was going for rehearsals. ballet performance this saturdayy. anyone interested? HAHAHA. entrance fee's rm30. lemme know if you are interested xDD promoting fr my sis pulak. i dnt feel like going. only my mum, dad, granny & nanny to accompany me. but i guess i have to. HAIH. go support her.

anyway, ytd went gp again. lols. min li's bday this time. went redbox to meet up with em. i was late as i had to go british council. they were really high whn i arrived. too much drinking i think. they had few bottles left. so i helped finish one stick. hah. & i got friggin red man.. haha, & made a new friend too =D minli's ex sch mate, yee chiann. sang like we've nvr sang before. & they were totally out of voice dee as they were thr longer hourss. lolthr we are: minli, jessica, angel, shirleen, yee chiann, & another jessica, which is meeeeeeee xDthn yuling came with mei rei soon after. joined em. went mega. they played pool. then mei rei left. yuling & i went kim gary to eat. mum & sis came ltr to eat together. then i left after helpin sis to choose a toy for yungkin. a red grinning monster. but a chubi one. hahah. yuling thn went off to the hosp. fren kena injured. LOL by breakdancin. tsk tsk, it has always been a dangerous dance. hah.

& facebook is complicating. LOL. && i wanna go our tmr lahh. sien nee at home. go do some shoppin maybe xDD

till the next post,
toodless!!
JESS

Happy Birthday MEGAN ♥

to my extremely special friend, namely MEGAN, who has been a really great great buddy thou you could be an ass at timess xD & this is her face . . . i'd like to wish you a very very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

♥

ily

happy belated birthday to MIN LI too, forgot to post it on the previous post. you're both 15 baybehs! =D all the best in future. LOL.


anyways, the past few days have been boring. lol. skipped sch on tues. was bored like crazy. thot sch'd be better. so wed i went to sch, hoping thgs'd be less boring. but sch was boring alright. so skipped on thurs again watching tv and runnin at home. would've stayed home again if it wasn't the last day of sch on fri. life's just so boring, whn pmr's near. & i gotta stay home, feel the pressure, & all the frens are too busy to bother bout me. a big big SIGH...

saturday was better, as it is HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE! so we did some stuff to celebrate megan's bday, whch is today. & joan's, which would be this coming weekend.

so morn woke up at 7 to go to caryn's hse. fetched wen first. waited for caryn to wake up & megan & joyce to arrive. left then, arnd 9 plus. it was stil drizzlin, but we went anyway. lol. and to prevent my hair from gettin wet. i used a plastic bagg! =D smart, i know LOL waited for bus for sucha long time & a taxi appeared. rm15 for 5 to jetty area, so took it.. & went thr to eat =D brought em thr just to eat these homemade fishballs. & the trip was worth it. it was yummy LOL LOL & walked around, see sarrees. hahaha. & this vain dalmatian. he posed for me =D i think he liked me. HAHAHA
see.
after that, left for GP. met up with joan & watched UP 3D. took a picca of very health-concious us before enterin cinema xD joyce, caryn, megan, me, wen. it was soooo boring. gaahh. waste time waste money waste energy. caryn & wen even fel aslp watching it.can you believe it. they fel aslp watchin a freaking cartoon. how boring is that? haih. & i was cryin my ass off to the end.. LOL. & this is caryn eating. with her mask up. hahahah.then met up with sam & sheau han. & went sing bday song for megan & joan =DD dickson, minson & yik surn came too. just to makan i think. LOL. tam ciak ppl. anyways, the waiter/waitress from secret recipe clearly doesn't know howta spell. see la birthday no d mia. tsk tsk.& i vained lolsat with eileen & her fren for a mo went arnd walking & vainin.winnie joined us ere
met up with the chicks. yuling, me, reen, racheal, clary, may.met up with zhi gie, cherylyn & nikki too. then went bck to 600cc to eat agn. LOL & daniel & jian ming was thr.
&&& this cute longeyy giraffe. HAHAHAHA. chubi kan? yeah i know XDhahha. left arnd 6. & end of story. LOL now i gotta go. i love yooooous megan! muwahss. <3

gd nite =]
JESS